Dear Diary (messageid=936211935)
I think I'm going to go out of my mind. Between writing these grant applications, and
trying to make sure the chancellors suspect nothing, and keeping Omar from getting too
close, I don't know what to do with myself.
I find myself preoccupied and distracted from my mission. I keep wanting to take Omar
aside and try and prove to him I'm just as good as his Ladybug, but my courage fails me
and I fear he will discover then that I'm not her.
Still, I can't resist the urge to hold him. My Omar is quite the cuddler, and I'm lonely.
Maybe if I just snuggled up to him...maybe that would be all right.
But he must pay for flirting with Nanaea. I can't reward that kind of behavior. The cold
shoulder treatment must continue.
I've found a perfect hiding place for this diary, too...in my flannel nightgown in the
drawer. He much prefers to go through my underwear and lacy things.
Posted on Sep 01 1999, 02:52 PM
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